Ok ... I have my "down" days too! Today I went from pink to LOSBTER RED! Yes, it hurts like bad sunburn. I can deal with it - BUT - I have 2.5 more weeks. It hurts to wear my bra - no biggie I've been braless before - BUT NOW - NO bra means NO boob! So, I have to be more careful when I can leave the bra home!
I am sad - maybe anxious about how much worse my skin can get - BUT I am still looking to God to get me through!
Not my strength but HIS .... Not my job to worry but HIS
HE will carry me through - I just have to have my "human" moments every once in a while :)
So, a few of you have asked why I am not blogging - the answer - no news is good news! I am trying to catch up on life and live each day to it's fullest.
Today was my 11th radiation treatment - only 22 more to go - yep, 1/3 the way done. So far, I'm a little tired and the area is pink. I have started to put cream on it to delay the burning - hope it helps. Besides that, there are no other side effects.
My hair is coming in everywhere! I have about 1/2 inch on my head, one eyebrow is coming in bushy and the other scattered - I even have NOSE HAIR again :-)
I have taken on life again at full speed ahead. God tells us that we hare her to be his feet and arms - to serve others. So, I'm trying to obey by serving through my Creative Memories business - through Jesus Shack - and through my neighbors. I am busy but a busy that rewards the heart and soul. People know that they can count on me - I will be there for them. God says He will give to us more than we can imagine - that may not be "stuff" - it may be like the peace, joy, and inner fulfillment that I feel.
SO, tired I am .... pink I am .... But on fire for God and His work, I will ALWAYS BE!
Go do something for someone else today - let me know how blessed you feel!